<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • July 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009

  • ...Lost in beauty...

    being me is my gift,
    being alone is my destiny, and
    being lost is my ...

    ...Talking...Talking...
    don't just talk...



    Credit's

    by ice angel



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Wednesday, October 21, 2009


    Am i so complicated? Or it's you that i can't understand? What i want is just a care.. a truly care from you.. Why it take so hard from you to give me that feeling.. So disappointed.. I know that you are stressful cause of your exam and your university things.. but the things that i can't except from you is the gift from you to let me feel insecure and not important at all in your heart. You chat with your friends, out with your friends when you have a spend time, do you have any thought to just call me when you have time?

    We are so far right now.. we need communicate and we need to make this cold relationship to be a little bit warm that we use to.. But there is no understanding from you about this things.. I'm a human.. an ordinary people, don't you afraid i will leave you sometimes? or maybe i fall in love with anyone else.. ? i think you not even care about this..

    You changed a lot.. You used to be warm and caring.. But not now.. After all, i just let time prove what we should do onwards.. I'm not sure i'm the one for you and you too either.. I need a man that much caring with me.. Much love me than i love myself. I'm a selfish woman.. I'm not asking more than that.. Love is about care and communicate.. you can't give me all of this..

    Feehily's exposed ;