<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


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  • ...Lost in beauty...

    being me is my gift,
    being alone is my destiny, and
    being lost is my ...

    ...Talking...Talking...
    don't just talk...



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    by ice angel



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Tuesday, January 30, 2007


    This headache is killing me.. Huh..

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    Saturday, January 27, 2007


    Hehehehe.. Saturday night is coming.. Although have no plan, but i still feel very exciting..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Wednesday, January 24, 2007


    1. Suka jalan-jalan waktu hujan?
    - Hmm.. Lebih suka tidur kalo ujan, ehehhee

    2. Lebih suka bolpen biru ato item?
    - blue

    3. Apa yg sedang kamu lakukan?
    - Justru karena ga ada kerjaan makanya kerjain questioner ini

    4. Lagi suka seseorang?
    - hmmm.. ??

    5.Apakah dia tau?
    - Apanya yang dia ketahui?

    7.Mau menikah?
    - in the future

    8.Dengan siapa?
    - hahahahaa.. with someone i love donkk..

    9.Alaska atau Hawaii?
    - hawaiii..

    10.Apakah kamu pelajar yang baik?
    - don know...

    11.Ngomong2.. sekarang kamu ada
    dimana?
    - Office

    12.Apakah suka olahraga?
    - Depend...

    13.Christmas or Hallowen?
    - Christmas

    14.Apakah hubungan 'long distance'
    bisa jadi?
    - tergantung imannya... hehehhee

    15. Apakah kamu percaya pada dirimu?
    -sometimes yes.. sometimes no..

    16. Apakah kamu percaya cinta pada
    pandangan pertama?
    - Maybe.. why not?

    17. Apakah suka berpesta?
    -not really

    18.Apakah kamu termasuk orang yg 'easy
    going'?
    - Ga tau deh kalo yang itu..

    19.Apakah kamu suka humor?
    - yups

    20.Apakah menurutmu mimpi bisa jadi realistic
    - Hmm.. Kalo mimpi indah seh bole, kalo mimpi buruk.. jangan deh, hehehe

    21.Pekerjaan favorit?
    -

    22.Chocolates or Candy?
    - chocolates..

    23.Artis Favorit?
    - yang penting ceritanya, hehehee

    24.Bagian tubuh mana yg kamu suka
    dari orang?
    - mata

    25.Makanan Favorit?
    - buanyak...

    26.Orang terakhir yg ngomong sama
    kamu?
    - Alien in YM

    27.McDonalds ato Burger King?
    -mcD dunk

    28.Malem ato siang yg lebih romantis?
    - malem donk.. Candle light dinner? hehehehe

    29.Berapa barang yg ada di tempat
    tidurmu sekarang?
    - lebih banyak bonekanya dari pada bantal

    31. Apa yg akan kamu lakukan besok?
    - need for refreshment.. but impossible lah..

    32.Minuman yg sering kamu minum?
    - Tea and coffe

    33. Wallpaper komputermu sekarang?
    - Nothin..

    34. Barang apa yg ada disebelahmu
    sekarang?
    - Paper..

    35. Jam tidurmu?
    - most is 23.00

    36.Apa yg sedang kamu lakukan?
    - isi questioner

    37.Topik yg suka kamu omongin?
    - any.. Yang penting asyik topiknya

    38. Apa yg akan kamu omongin ke orang
    yg kamu sukai?
    - hmm.. ga tau..

    39. Warna apa yg kamu sukai?
    - warna terang...

    40. Bagaimana perasaanmu skrg?
    - aga happy juga aga bingung..

    Feehily's exposed ;



    Just an ordinary day.. Hoping for something interesting to do..

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    Wednesday, January 17, 2007


    Woke up late today.. luckily, my boss hasn't arrive office yet.. so, i safe.. hehehee..

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    Tuesday, January 16, 2007


    I Don't Want To Care


    Here's another day
    Another girl left so confused
    Trying to find a way
    In the common likes of you
    But you're so undecided
    Stringing me along
    And it hurts just thinking 'bout one day your here and then your gone

    Nothing to say
    Wont hesitate
    Can't walk away from you
    You weren't there
    When I was scared
    Now all I wanna do is forget about love

    So I don't wanna care about love
    No I don't wanna care about us
    I don't wanna care at all anymore
    I used to only care a little bit
    But now I care way too much
    Now this love thing I wish I never felt it before
    I don't wanna care anymore

    Trying to brace myself
    For the fall coz you didn't catch me
    Promised that you would hold me tight, be the one I need

    But I stood waiting for you to come give me a ride
    Back to what love's supposed to be; I guess that was a lie

    You and I now
    I don't how
    I could have fallen so deep
    Coz you weren't here to wipe all my tears
    Erase it from my memories
    I don't want to care

    So I don't wanna care about love
    No I don't wanna care about us
    I don't wanna care at all anymore
    I used to only care a little bit
    But now i care way too much
    Now this love thing i wish i never felt it before
    I dont wanna care

    Oh my precious time; now I can't get it back
    So lost and alone
    And I can't take feelin' like that

    Baby I've had enough
    I just wanna move on
    Don't wanna look back
    Coz I know I gotta be strong

    I don't wanna care about love anymore
    I don't wanna care about us
    I don't want to care about love:

    So I don't wanna care about love
    No I don't wanna care about us
    I don't wanna care at all anymore
    I used to only care a little bit
    But now I care way too much
    Now this love thing I wish I never felt it before
    I don't wanna care
    By Jessica Simpson

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    Monday, January 15, 2007


    Don know why.. But i didn't feel well today.. I hope i can be better this afternoon.. After a long refreshment on Sunday, i need to finish all my assignment today.. Cia Youu.. hehehee..

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    Saturday, January 13, 2007


    It's 04.00 PM only, just like the ordinary day, i worked (Even today is Saturday) and found myself bored after i finished all my work. So, thanks to Alien, i found one blog that can make me interested to read more and more. I realized something after read all his blog, all the human in the world are lonely. Sometimes, we think we have friends, we have families, and we do a lot of things to make ourselves comfort and pretend that we are not lonely in this world. But at last, we still alone. We try to keep all the problem by ourselves, try to live mature than we use to.. But when you go to sleep at night, you will find your mind fly to nowhere and keep thinking and thinking why all the problem go to you, are you a chosen one? or is that your destiny game.. nobody can read your mind and understand you perfectly. You count on yourself only.

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Friday, January 12, 2007


    1. Does anyone know your password to
    your email?
    * Yups...

    2. What was the last thing you ordered
    at McDonalds?
    * ?.. Fried potatoes maybe.. Forgot..

    3. Are you an emotional person?
    * sumtimz

    4. Do you like your name?
    * Hahahaa.. i have to..

    5. Do you believe in love at first
    sight?
    * lets see n find out

    6. Ever felt jealous of your brother?
    * nope..

    7. What was the last thing you did?
    * do my homework.. hehehe..

    8. Who is right next to you?
    * my office partner

    9. Who was the last person you ate
    with?
    * hmm.. my friends

    10. What song are you listening to
    right now?
    * wo yao fei de ken kao

    11. How's the weather now?
    * cloudy

    12. Last thing you bought today?
    * B'fast? hahaha..

    14.Last food you ate?
    * Fried noodle

    15. Last drink you drank
    * tea

    16. Lost a friendship over something
    stupid?
    * wont

    18. Are you mad right now?
    * Nope, i'm in a good mood today

    19. Been depressed before?
    * Yups..

    20. Faked being sick to miss going to
    school?
    * Faked being sick? why?

    21. What time did you wake up today?
    * 8 o'clock

    22. Current taste?
    * taste???

    23. Who is the person that posted this
    survey?
    * Xia at FS

    24. What are you wearing right now?
    * Shirt

    25. Are you excited?
    * for what?

    26. What are the 1 thing you notice
    about the opposite sex?
    * behaviour

    27. What date and day is it?
    * 12 January

    28. Did you go anywhere today?
    * yyeahh, college

    29. Subjects for today?
    * hmm.. i forgot, i never remember the subject, hehehe

    30. How old are you?
    * 20 or 21?

    31. Do you call your parents by their
    first name?
    * nope

    32. Love shopping?
    * sometimes

    33. Do you like books?
    * Yups

    34. Time?
    * 13.40

    35. Are you going out tonight?
    * yups

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Thursday, January 11, 2007


    We have a dream, we will go and get it
    Don't let anybody look down cause you have that capability
    Start from the bottom, keep trying and we will be at top

    Feehily's exposed ;



    Fuihhh.... Last night i was suprised by my friends about the kidnapped, really confused me but at last i know she was kidding me. Huh.. really sleepy today.. My boss was sick so i think he will not come to office today.

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    Wednesday, January 10, 2007


    Start the day with a smile, hehehee..
    Although i think i will never write online again, but after a long time, i decide to write what i want coz i just can't keep anything by myself.. Hmmm.. at least i need a diary for me to share, hehehe..

    So.. start the day with a new spirit and cherish everyday coz there will no turn way back for yesterday. Be thankful for everything that already happened, and cherish everyone beside you today.

    Cia.. Youuu... :)

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    Thursday, January 4, 2007


    Nothing to do today.. A lot of problem coming to me on this new year.. Huh..

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    Tuesday, January 2, 2007


    Happy New Year!!! Hope this year can be better than last year...

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