Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, November 29, 2008

He is colder, colder than he was..
I hope it's all because of the exam and college things..
The LD syndrome are coming, i hope it's not..
01 year pass by already..
Start from the simple things become a real love
Truly love the way you are
won't expect more things than now
You just the way you are
more love that i give, more scare that i feel
But i know, and i hope.. he will never let me down
happy day just coming ahead
still a long road to go
Be ready so
Will find my way to prove it
That love is never wrong
I failed once, but i hope my believe in love will remain unchanged

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I do my own way, step to the mature world.. It's time to grow up..
Don't need to be afraid, cause it's a human instinct to learn
Learn, learn and learn..
To be better and more understanding
Achieve more than we have and dreaming for a better tomorrow
With love and care, be a better me

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Friday, November 28, 2008

Today is the first anniversary for us.. Hope we can be last forever..

NB: Headache keep killing me today.. :(

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Saturday, November 22, 2008

Fresh graduate with the old job within me.. actually, there is no complain much about this job, can get a lot of fun whether you can't find any friendly partner and environment in here, but at least i still have my own friend who will stand still on my side.

C'mon.. nobody is perfect.. don't keep complain and hope for 100% perfect life.. Want to be more and more can be down.. High egoism..

Just let it flow all the things inc'l my future, planning make it suck than before. Money? not all the matter to make you happier than now.. Love is all that i need. Even though i know that i'm not be needed, but it's ok.. i'm still here with open arms, will offer some helps to those who need it.

Lately, getting wonder what i have to do with my sister and brother.. They too lazy to be human.. For God sake, they have to wake me up in the middle of the night to close the door.. i can sleep better than use to..

17.00 PM already.. time to go home now.. hope that the rain will stop and i can do my fitness part of my diet activities.. pray for me so i can look better than in this fat body that make me no self confidence at all.

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Diet.. Diet.. i can do it.. have to reduce at least 5KG before Christmas..

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

You know how i feel about you.. No need to doubt about it.. Many times i think that i'm not deserve to be love like that.. but now, i'm sure.. you are the one..

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Be Positive !!!!!

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Oh My God.. i felt so tired.. Too tired for work.. Sometimes when it is a burden for us to work, it doesn't seems nice. When i can get a peaceful life? i'm not really hope that the day will come but i still hope.. You know what, i get 01 guest came to office and said that want to join the Samudera Basket Ball tour to China in this November, but the problem is his visa can't get out on time as per their schedule.. He had to make a Express visa.. and he said that i'm stupid.. yes, i'm so stupid.. so what? you still need my help right? It just a simple thing.. In this time.. i really regret that i work in travel.. make someone has a right to blame on me after all even though it is not my fault.. and i'm so sick to feel the blame.

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Graduation... so much events happen in this moment and really happy i can spend it with all of my special person in my life..

Thank God..

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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Honey... Believe me.. i will marry you someday..

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

A lot of complain appear in my mind.. But un useful.. Try to be nice? It's quite bullshit for this century.. Will get my life back.. And try to be crueler than i use to..

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1.The way to win your heart?

. Be nice? Be good? Be special?

2.What did you do last night?

. Thinking and wonder why i can't sleep well every night

3.Do you have the same name as one of

your relatives?

. I don't think so..

4.Are you looking for a boyfriend?

. nope.. i got the perfect one already

5.One song that's meaningful to you?

. Many..

6.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?

. Twirl and scoop either.. wat's the problem with that?

7.Do you drink milk straight from the

carton?

. Don like milk at all, it's killing me

8.How long is your hair?

. Long enough to be like a woman, hehehe

9.Do you like Batman?

. i don't hate it either.. so so..

10.Who was the last person who told you

they loved you?

. MuQ2

11.Addicted to anything?

. Not addicted.. but love something.

12.What were you last listening to in

the car?

. Music of course

13.Do you like anyone now?

. I'm so in love now..

14.When was the last time you sang out

loud?

. Most of time.. hehehe..

15.What did you have for breakfast?

. Hmm.. it's quite different everyday

16.Is your birthday on a holiday?

. No..

17.What instant messaging service do

you use?

.Hmm..

18.Can you cook?

. Ok la..

19.Who is the last person you talked to?

. Office partner

20.What was the reason you got in

trouble last?

. Don't know exactly

21.What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?

jeans.

. Jeans, i think..

22.When is your birthday?

. On July

23.Do you swear a lot?

. Try not to do such a thing..

24.Where did you get the shirt(s)

you're wearing?

. This office's uniform? of course this office give it compliment for us

25.Do you have any regrets?

. Yes and a lot

26.What was your first alcoholic drink?

. Can't remember

27.Do you want something you can't

have?
. Can you show me the example? I thought i have everything now.. Don't want to expect much.

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Saturday, November 8, 2008

i know i have been hate by a lot of peoples and i know i just an ordinary person with no talent at all , but it's only you that can trust me and love just the way i am.. You are my encouragement and my feeling on you will never change..

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I'm Gonna Be Around (this song special dedicate for you dear --> most of my feeling already been said by MLTR in this song, and i hope i can be like that forever with you)

It's been so long since we took the time
to share words from deep inside us
We're in our own world spinning our wheels
but you know how I feel

Well since the first time I took your hand
my love for you has just been growing
You always seem to understand
You know how I am

I'm gonna love you til the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend
I wanna share your ups and downs
I'm gonna be around

When you're alone and I'm away
don't be sad don't be afraid
I'm gonna turn my thoughts to you
like I always do

Catch you when you fall
Hold you when you're down
Sharing every moment
I wanna show you all I do
I believe I've found a miracle in you

I'm gonna love you til the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend...

Miss you so much eventhough i know you will be here in a week.. really looking forward to see you soon and you know, i love you so much..

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Friday, November 7, 2008

Really confuse what i have to do now

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