<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


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    Credit's

    by ice angel



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Tuesday, July 29, 2008


    1. I love you not because of who you are,
    But because of who I am when I am with you.
    1. No man or woman is worth your tears,
    And the one who is, won't make you cry.
    1. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
    doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
    1. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your
    heart.
    1. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them
    knowing you can't have them.
    1. Never frown, even when you are sad,
    Because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
    1. To the world you may be one person,
    But to one person you may be the world.
    1. Don't waste your time on man/woman,
    Who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
    1. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right
    one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be
    grateful.
    1. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
    1. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do
    is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time
    arround.
    1. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and
    know someone else and expect them to know you.
    1. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

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    Oh. i didn't pass the interview.. Jut pass it until third round.. Really sad that in fact i can't be one of singapore girl.. But it's ok.. i still have this wonderful job. Maybe it's not my destiny to be a stewardess..

    Doing some diets now.. Cia you..

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    I ruined my own day in 8th anniversary yesterday.. Really sad.. But i'm so lucky have the most understanding boyfriend in the world.

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    Friday, July 25, 2008


    Long for Sushi.. hahahaha

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    Tomorrow will be my very first interview with Singapore Airlines crew recruitment, really nervous and pessimist, no self confidence at all. I'm not that super woman but i hope i can be one. Just try my best.. If i can be accept, my life will be change 180 degree..

    Wish me luck.. Really need that wish..

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    Monday, July 21, 2008


    This weekend was fun.. love it so much even we just spend the time watching dvd. Yesterday we went for Dark Knight movie.. A long movie actually.. But not bad..

    You know what.. i just receive the email to ask me for interview in Singapore airlines as a cabin crew. Hope i can pass it.. Really really nervous.. hehehe..

    Wish me luck

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    From the very Beginning, the girl's
    family objected strongly on her dating this
    guy.
    Saying that it has got to do with
    family background,& that the girl
    will have to suffer for the rest of
    her life if she were to be with him.
    Due to family's pressure, the couple
    quarrel very often. Though the girl love the
    guy deeply,but she always ask him: "How deep is
    your love for me?"
    As the guy is not good with his words,
    this often cause the girl to be very upset.
    With that & the family's pressure, the girl
    often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only
    endure it in
    silence.
    After a couple of years, the guy
    finally
    graduated & decided to further his
    studies in
    overseas. Before leaving, he proposed
    to the
    girl: "I'm not very good with words.
    But all I
    know is that I love you. If you allow
    me, I will take care
    of you for the rest of my life. As for
    your family, I'll
    try my best to talk them round. Will
    you marry me?"
    The girl agreed, & with the guy's
    determination,
    the family finally gave in & agreed to
    let them
    get married. So before he leave, they
    got engaged.
    The girl went out to the working
    society,
    whereas the guy was overseas,
    continuing his
    studies. They sent their love through
    emails &
    phone calls. Though it's hard, but
    both never
    thought of giving up.
    One day, while the girl was on her way
    to
    work, she was knocked down by a car
    that
    lost control. When she woke up, she
    saw her
    parents beside her bed. She realised
    that she was
    badly injured. Seeing her mum crying,
    she wanted
    to comfort her. But she realized that
    all that
    could come out of her mouth was just a
    sigh. She
    has lost her voice......
    The doctors says that the impact on
    her brain
    has caused her to lose her voice.
    Listening to
    her parents' comfort, but with nothing
    coming
    out from her, she broke down.
    During the stay in hospital, besides
    silence
    cry,.....it's still just silence cry
    that
    companied her. Upon reaching home,
    everything
    seems to be the same. Except for the
    ringing
    tone of the phone. Which pierced into
    her heart
    everytime it rang. She does not wish
    to let the
    guy know. & not wanting to be a burden
    to him,
    she wrote a letter to him saying that
    she does not
    wish to wait any longer.
    With that, she sent the ring back to
    him. In
    return, the guy sent millions &
    millions of
    reply, and countless of phonecalls,..
    all the
    girl could do, besides crying, is
    still crying....
    The parents decided to move away,
    hoping
    that she could eventually forget
    everything &
    be happy.
    With a new environment, the girl learn
    sign
    language & started a new life. Telling
    herself
    everyday that she must forget the guy.
    One
    day, her friend came & told her that
    he's back.
    She asked her friend not to let him
    know what
    happened to her. Since then, there
    wasn't
    anymore news of him.
    A year has passed & her friend came
    with
    an envelope, containing an invitation
    card for
    the guy's wedding. The girl was
    shattered.
    When she open the letter, she saw her
    name in it
    instead.
    When she was about to ask her friend
    what's
    going on, she saw the guy standing in
    front of
    her.
    He used sign language telling
    her "I've spent
    a year's time to learn sign language.
    Just to let
    you know that I've not forgotten our
    promise.
    Let me have the chance to be your
    voice. I Love You.
    With that, he slipped the ring back
    into her
    finger. The girl finally smiled.

    This story really touch my heart but i don't wish to be like that girl.. i will keep waiting for him in good health.. hehehe

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    Saturday, July 19, 2008


    Ok.. This is a story about my 22nd birthday..

    -Morning was suck and everything did not run well
    -Afternoon was not really smoothly and i treat my office partner for pizza party
    -Evening had an examination
    -Night was so wonderful

    My family held a small party for me. Invite Muk2 and ahau's girlfriend.

    This year birthday got a lot of Lotion and shower cream, hehehe..

    And i almost burn my own office in my birthday.. (cause of the candle light)

    Thank God everything ok already

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    Thursday, July 17, 2008


    Tomorrow is my birthday, hope everything will be better.

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    Friday, July 11, 2008


    01 week before my birthday.. Have some hope that i hope will coming true but beside all of that, i'm wishing that i'm will not grow up too fast..

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    Saturday, July 5, 2008


    I've been realize that life isn't as easy as i think..

    We had a hard conversation yesterday.. I choose to wait and i will.. I will spend my whole time to trust him and support him.

    Weekend is coming, plan to watch Hancock which Will Smith will be a super hero in this movie. Hope it will be fun.. I feel i'm getting fatter now.. Will try to do some diet.

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    Thursday, July 3, 2008


    I'm not feeling well today.. Even heart and mind not in good condition.. I'm keep thinking and thinking what the right things that i have to do.. I don't even know what hole i fall in..

    You know what.. actually i'm a luckiest person with a lot of life's complain make me down and down..

    Australia tour have 04 paxs already. Hope it works and i can guide there.

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    Wednesday, July 2, 2008


    So confuse.. what i have to do? Am i choose a right choice already? Somebody please send to me the time machine.. so i can know what i have to do..

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