Brand new feeling..

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Sleepy again.. Even i have enough sleep last night, still sleepy all the times.. :(

Still thinking what is the best way i can fade this feeling away..

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Oh My Gosh.. i admitted something to him yesterday.. I don't know it will be a good or worse.. But i'm so happy i can speak frankly to him.. Even though i know that there is no more than "friend" between me and him.. But this unique relationship make me wonder what is the truly meaning of love.. Am i in love or what? But the main things is i feel safe wherever i'm going with him by my side.. and the unbelieveable things is i care for him. hope i can tell him not to go, but i have no right at all.. Hmm.. maybe i don't meant to be with him.. :(. All i can do is support him always. Wish him luck always..

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Sad.. sad and sad.. Really sad and down right now. What happen with me? And what i'm supposed to do? I hold my feeling already and i don't hope for more than to be friend.. Why everybody keep making me sad when i try to be happy? Am i really not deserve to be happy? Oh my God.. I being fool again.

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The measure of love is when you love
without measure. In life there are very
rare chances that you'll meet the person
you love and loves you in return. So
once you have it don't ever let go, the
chance might never come your way again.

It's better to lose your pride to the
one you love, than to lose the one you
love because of pride.

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Ok.. I have to admit now.. I feeling strange feeling in my heart.. Do i want to be fool again? Oh My God..

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I just wanna live the day with peace..

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I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all

I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

(Say you love me...)
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real, (make it real,) or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away...

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I know how does it feels to be loved now, but i still prefer all or nothing in my life now.. Thanks for all the things that you have done and wish you all the best.

I may know how to be hurted, and i may know how to be so unappreciated. But all the things that you said last night, make me realize, at least it still a world left for me to live. Between love and lie it just a thought in the mind.. But i prefer to be lived alone than i have to be hurted anymore..

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Hmm..
Feeling uncertain for something coming sudden for me.. And today.. My friend make me realize something, friend is not forever.. But is still hoping that i can get forever friend in this life. And about feeling.. Am i want to be a fool again? I have to think about it again..

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Expecting more in this weekend.. But i have my life going fine..
I really love to listen to James Blunt's song and the song call iris lately..

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If Your Heart's Not In It lyrics

I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

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Boring.. but, i love my life.. thanks for all of my friends

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Hahahaa.. Really happy.. After a complete refreshing yesterday, my mind go fresher than before. I love it and i hope that there will be another time we can have that moment again.. Experience the hiking feeling is not common in my dictionary. I never thought i can make it.. I go hiking in Sipiso-piso.. So dangerous if we think about it again.. But, i love my youth. Hehehe..

Thanks for 03 of you for giving me so perfect holiday.. Although only 01 day, but i will never forget that day.. I really happy and enjoy the day.. And i guess, i so lucky to have a friend like all of you. A wonderful day..

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I got a new hairstyle now.. I fact, i'm not like it so much.. I feel round with this hairstyle and i hope i can make my hair grow faster. I cut a short hair.. This is the first time in my life and i'm not suit. Really uncomfortable.

This week after my boss leave for China.. i really enjoy my day in office. Beside the annoying guests, everything are going fine. I have to go for college today.. After 1 month, i never step my feet in class. Beside i'm too busy with my activities, i feel some boringness that make me want to skip all the class in college. Specially after i know about the last exam for my graduation.. Oh My God.. 01 more year i can graduate from my college.. What i gotta do for future?

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