<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


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  • ...Lost in beauty...

    being me is my gift,
    being alone is my destiny, and
    being lost is my ...

    ...Talking...Talking...
    don't just talk...



    Credit's

    by ice angel



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Thursday, January 29, 2009


    Chinese New Year is over (although is not officially over due to Cap Go Me but the situation is back to normal already).. Go back to work and do the ordinary activity. Consider to find a new job, to stuck in this job..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Saturday, January 24, 2009


    Bingung, bingung and bingung.. tiada hari tanpa mengeluh bingung.. Da mau imlek, THR blom dapat yang ada malah mendapat kejutan yang sama sekali ga tau apa bisa dibilang menyenangkan atau tidak.. pokok nya bingung and merasa seperti terpidana berat. Seandainya saya ga pernah mengenal dunia itu.

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Saturday, January 17, 2009


    Baru cabut gigi kemarin dan sangat tidak enak.. sempat jantungan and ketakutan.. semalam juga ga bisa tidur nyenyak, bayangan saat-saat cabut gigi sangat jelas di pikiran. Untung kemaren ada muq2 temanin.. aga reda ketakutannya.. Kepala berat banget dan sangat tidak enak badan.

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Thursday, January 15, 2009


    I think i am facing the self confidence crisis.. Can't put myself in a right tube now.. What happen?

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Thursday, January 8, 2009


    Why everything seems to be wrong? i hate that feeling and i really don't want to hurt anybody.. it's just.. i don't think i can give more love again in this cruel wild world and no patience that i have to stand by this thing again..

    Huh.. a really good start in this year..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Wednesday, January 7, 2009


    So confusing.. I don't even want to think about it.. Worth it or not? will it be any regret..

    Anyway.. I love my family

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Monday, January 5, 2009


    Here i am.. back from the most boring trip in the world..

    Got my new year celebration in South bank Brisbane and all of them seems very wild and actually it's not as interest as i thought before. Just enjoyed the 10 - 15 minutes fire work alone and thinking about when i will back home soon..

    So.. my New Year resolutions are :
    1. XXXX
    2. Be Mature
    3. Stay healthy
    4. Earn more money and knowledge
    5. Still think about it.. have no idea now..

    So confuse about the matter and still hasn't find out the way out yet..

    Hope that 2009 will be a better year for me than before..

    Feehily's exposed ;