<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


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  • ...Lost in beauty...

    being me is my gift,
    being alone is my destiny, and
    being lost is my ...

    ...Talking...Talking...
    don't just talk...



    Credit's

    by ice angel



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Tuesday, July 31, 2007


    Maybe this is the first time i can feel that myself keep grow up and grow up. I start to learn what is the mature means and start to think what i gotta do for my future. One more year i will graduate from college. I plan to learn a piano lesson or try to follow some language course or the computer course for the other alternative. I have to learn how to take and give. Living more meaningful than ever. Working hard and study hard being my priority now.

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Saturday, July 28, 2007


    Day is getting better and better.. Trying to control all the strange feeling and be true for who i am. Today is saturday night, no plan at all. Maybe just sit down at home and watch some television programme. Sounds pity but better than i have to face something i don't want and make myself down again.

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Wednesday, July 25, 2007


    Keep learning and learning..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Saturday, July 21, 2007


    Everything seems to be wrong.. i really try to fix it and fix it again, but why i keep on falling? I really want some peaceful life.. Away from the crowd and be alone for forever. I'm sad. yes.. these days activities make me down for 100%.

    Am i really a bad girl?

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Friday, July 20, 2007


    Better to be hurt now than later.. i just can't explain this complicated feeling inside my heart.. But what i know is.. Never let anyone fool you anymore..

    Bye-Bye foolish

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Thursday, July 19, 2007


    Really sad..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Wednesday, July 18, 2007


    Today is my birthday.. expect nothing for today but i hope i can live better and better.. I really need some rest.. really tired..

    Feehily's exposed ;