Saturday, January 26, 2008
i know it's my fault..
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
Really happy, i just bought a pair of wonderful shoes yesterday, a little bit expensive actually,but i love it much. Beside of all my happiness in buying new shoes, i feel so confuse about someone that i love.. I'm not sure he loves me just like the way i want him too, and maybe he feels just like the way i do right now. What i have to do? break up or giving some chance to him? truly.. i love him deeper and deeper. And before i realize it, i start to afraid losing him and missing him everyday..
Hope for some answer that can give me peace in my mind. I don't mean to doubt him actually, but the way he acts, i just can afford myself to stop thinking that way. Maybe i still have to wait. Oh.. last night i dream about him, we spend a lot of time together in holiday trip. I just hope it can be real. :)
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
Can't wait till February comes..
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
No mood at all.. Everything seems make me going down and down.. Huh..
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
Weekend is coming again.. Days running so fast and i'm not realize, i become older and older.. I'm 22 now, and what i have done in my life that make me proud enough.. Some of me need to search more. Never get enough of my self. But sometimes, when i feel tired to search for the true of me.. i really hope that someone will be there for me and let me feel comfort and save. Muk2 a.. Missing you so bad today.. I never realize that i can falling too deep to love you more and more. Is it good or what? Will you ever let me down like what i felt before? and Will you love me just like the way i do? I can't denied that i still feel afraid to be down again, but what i hope is a true feeling, not just a game. are you ready for serious commitment.. I'm not talking about marriage, marriage is far away from my thought but i'm talking about not to playing fool around and not just a game to let it flow, talking about you can love some one unconditionally and be the first place in your heart. Selfish thinking in fact, that's why i will never tell him about this. I will let him free to reach what he wants and wish him the best.. I'm just too tired to playing around anymore.. Better all or nothing at all..
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
Living fine lately.. The weather is quite hot. Nothing change. My life is good and i hope it will be good always in this year. Just arrange some new year resolutions :
1. Keep the good work and work harder to reach what i want
2. Love my family just the way they love me so much
3. Be a good friend and good partner all the time
4. Stay out of the junk food and eat healthier than before
5. Still hope i can slimmer than last year hehehee..
6. Love unconditionally
Even it's too late 10 days for the new year resolution, i hope it work well. He is leaving Medan today, hope he can find what he wants in Jakarta and hope he can has a lot of fun in there. I will miss him so much but i'm glad he will still go home this time.. :)
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Saturday, January 5, 2008
Just go back from Korea,really freeze me out. But i saw the first snowy day in my life. Wonderful..
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