<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


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  • ...Lost in beauty...

    being me is my gift,
    being alone is my destiny, and
    being lost is my ...

    ...Talking...Talking...
    don't just talk...



    Credit's

    by ice angel



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Wednesday, December 26, 2007


    Today i will go for guiding a tour to Korea, but now i feel so exhausted.. We celebrate our Christmas day in Siantar.. Really fun actually. I got 01 pair of Baby socks from Irwan.. Really weird christmas present in earth, but i will never forget it. Some difficult feeling keep going in me. The way to solve it is let it flow.. I afraid i will miss him so bad in Korea.. Hope he can think of me too.. My waist in pain now.. Huh..

    May God bless my journey..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Tuesday, December 18, 2007


    I still trying..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Saturday, December 15, 2007


    Dear My angel,

    Wish you the best.. All the best that you can get better. I'm so happy to receive the news that telling me you are happy now. Hope we can meet again, but with no pain and sorrow.. And i want to apologize for what i have did for you. It's all my fault and you are always the best in my life.

    Hope you well always..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Friday, December 14, 2007


    Just drop by to say how lucky i am to be "Farah", after a long thought about myself, i really thankful for having a wonderful family (even though i still miss my mom so much), having a great friend and the most grateful thing is i have someone who loves me that much (i hope so).. (^-^)

    I really agree of the statement that the human is never get enough of themselves, sometimes you will never know that many peoples out there still live in pain and maybe some of them are really desperate than what we are feeling right now. Hehehe.. I hope my life will be just like this.. Maybe i hope for more, but thanks God for all the things that i have right now.

    12 days before going for Korea. I will guide a tour to Korea and i will see the sight of real snow first time in my life. So exicited. :)

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Thursday, December 13, 2007


    Quite boring today.. 12 days before christmas, the day that i waiting the most, hehehe.. Love the christmas season and i really hope i can spend it with the one i love, but i'm not sure now. Just got something weird..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Monday, December 10, 2007


    A little bit confuse and afraid.. This waist ache is killing me.. Huh..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Wednesday, December 5, 2007


    i am feeling happy just like the people who falling in love.. Opss.. Falling from stairs, hehehe.. I just hope this perfect feeling won't fade away...

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Monday, December 3, 2007


    Am i making a right decision? I really want he to knows one thing.. I love him so much.. and now i afraid of losing him..

    Feehily's exposed ;



    Everything changes now.. I have someone to love and beloved.. and i hope he is the one.. Maybe he will left Medan for good but i hope he will still have a same feeling with me now. I'm so afraid to be hurt again but i prefer to trust him as much as i can.. I miss him now, i hope he feel it too..

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