<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


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  • ...Lost in beauty...

    being me is my gift,
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    Brushes- 1| 2

    Friday, October 31, 2008


    UaAAAHHH.. halloween.. nothing special happen actually beside that i have to go to my spouse wed's today.. Good luck for her la.. and hope my uncle will be back for good..

    Miss him so much.. and someone please help me to clear my doubt..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Monday, October 27, 2008


    The world economy become worse than before, Dollar keep increase and it seems that no hope for people to follow the tour. But it still hope.. at least now still on October.

    Relationship seems a complicated things right? Whether some one make it perfect for you or not, but as long as you are a human, never get enough..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Thursday, October 23, 2008


    My life is brilliant, hehehe.. sounds like a song lyric :p My office's condition are suck.. not because of the partner, but finance matter make us so hard to do our job well. Huh.. I really wish one day i can do my own restaurant business.. I want to do some restaurant with a open air and all the wonderful food. But i don't know when i can make it.. But i know i will make it.. hehehe

    Honey.. Honey.. I am so so so so in love with you. Suddenly i lay all my life on you, and i'm really hope you can cherish me like the way i do.

    Just asked about the computer course, Rp. 4.350.000 for a year, i think it's not too expensive cause maybe it worth to be use in future. I will take it too, i think..

    Ready to go again in December..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Wednesday, October 22, 2008


    Love me.. Love me.. cause i'm so in love with you, hehehe.. so in love with muq2.. Lately always in dilemma with what should i do for future.. Think about to be mature and stand by my own.. but sometimes, just like what i said, i'm so afraid and have no encouragement to out from "save zone". So.. what should i do.. just be a good girl to do some computer and piano course in Medan or get away.. But i'm so thankful that i get a very understanding boyfriend in the world.

    But is it worth?

    I can't leave my honey alone and i can't fully concern if i can't let my mind out from my burden..

    What should i do..

    i will be graduate soon.. next month on 15 Nov'08 and it's also the time i can meet my muq2 again.. so happy. happy and happy..

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Saturday, October 18, 2008


    Smooth.. Smooth an smooth, thank God everything going so smooth recently, i had pass my exam to be SE now, so start from now on, i have one more additional name as my last name SE.. hehehe..

    I being so lucky cause have so many peoples love me as i am. Hope everything will last like this forever..

    Muq2 Jelek.. it always be you all the time.. Don't worry !!

    Feehily's exposed ;

    Wednesday, October 8, 2008


    Hahaha.. I made it.. All my trip to Australia run fluently. Now it's time for me to back to reality and work again..

    Feehily's exposed ;