<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


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    Wednesday, February 11, 2009


    it's me again, sitting in the ordinary place in office writing the blog. Day running so fast. I just finished read the book called : Marley and me.. really touching book especially this is a true story. Really glad to know that in this earth, God created an amazing creature called "DOG", they cute, naughty but their loyalty is more than anyone and maybe is more than human being can do for each other. I had one in the past and now my father take the part of take care this dog in Aceh, in fact.. i don't have too much time to pay an attention for him while he kept waiting for my attention even for 5 minutes each day. Miss Lilo so much.. His name is Lilo and now i guess his age is about 5 or 6 years. It means in the dog age, he is mature enough.. I hope he enjoys the life in Aceh.. yeaa, it has quite big land for him to run and play.

    Another things that i'm waiting for is my trip to Jakarta. Will go there in Valentine's day and spend it with my lovely one. I guess, for the couple like us, who spend the long distance and meet at least about 2 months (if you count it all from all his visit or my visit in a year), everyday will be valentine for us. Nothing special, but i try to enjoy that day more than any day before. Just miss him so much all day long. My hobby to read a fiction book is bring me a new entertainment at home, especially saturday night which usually all the couple spend their day meeting each other and take a dinner or maybe spend the day at cinema together. I prefer to read a novel alone in room and it just kind of thrifty to do in this global economy situation.

    Now, i'm reading the book called : The Thirteenth tale, just started about 2 page yesterday before fall as sleep. Yes, i'm writing too long today, the John Grogan blog inspire me a lot to write especially about how i do now.
    Menstrual problem is coming now, the waist pain is coming slowly and slowly, hope that all the supplement and the wine drink can prevent me from all the PMS problem start from now on. It's quite boring if the PMS problem killing you slowly everytime in all year start from teenager.

    Talk about my job, just like the old story, i keep thinking about the new job. Yes, it's true i can get as much freedom that i want, but the problem is.. This office must learn more how to treat the employee. I decide to ask for my Chinese new year bonus before i go for my own holiday. I have to relax myself more in that holiday than spending my time thinking about the cost it spends for this holiday.. So Jakarta, Jogja, and Bandung.. I'm coming !!!

    Actually, it's my dream to go to Themepark with my couple and spend the day riding the ride and enjoy the feel in the park. But i guess, it will be more year ahead before i can make my dream come true. And you know what, i have been to Jakarta many times, but i never been to another attractive place in there beside of visit the mall and it's quite boring. A little bit disappointed but it's ok, i still have another chance to go.

    The government tax things in the airport make us become from travel agents to Tax Consulating expert in NPWP airport thing.. huh.. what do you think they are, just coming with the annoyed behavior asking about the tax like we are the government employee and sometime mad at us cause they have to pay the 2,5 million, what should we do? We hope the government to delete the tax problem too before this office situation become worse than before.

    Oh ya, my boss.. keep telling the office problem and the money problem and delay our bonus cause the economic problem, but himself and his wife go for singapore to enjoy the star cruise and spend their holiday, nice right? Are we a human to them? C'mon.. you always have your own reason and now, we are not that dumb to be fooled by you again and again..

    oh.. waist pain and waist pain again.. Hope i can enjoy this day more than enjoy this waist pain..
    In this kind of situation, everybody scream, everybody complain.. oh.. at least we still alive and young, we can fight back.. and please every human kind in this earth, love the earth, plan more tree and do not throw the rubbish as like as you want, throw in dustbin will not make you lose your time a lot. It's horrify to hear that a lot of damage the earth become cause what we have do.. i try myself to plan a tree, hope can buy some in this year.

    Have a nice day everybody. It's time to back to a boring job and full try to enjoy this day with the annoying peoples.

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