<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
still wanting for..
still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head


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    by ice angel



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Tuesday, April 15, 2008


    Almost 02 weeks i've been left alone in medan, hehehe.. (ngomong ampe segitunya). Just missing him so much.. Tomorrow will be a public holiday cause of the government election and this is the first time my lovely company, FOURSEAS TRAVEL free for 01 day in public holiday (usually we work for half day).

    My daily life :
    - Go for work and go home and try to give some spice in daily life with going somewhere that i never plan to, hehehe..

    - My acne become worse and worse.. Don't know whether it cause from the stress that i get from work (from college too actually) or it just some difference happen inside of my body that make me confuse with this thing.

    - I just can't stop thinking what my future will be for being with him. I keep it let it flow and hope that he can do the best (i don't want to push him actually, just give the best support and hope he can feel it too)

    - Keep proud of my father.. He is the best daddy in the world and i keep amazed of what he has done for us.. He just love his children more than he love himself. He is my hero and i hope, in future i can give the best for him, and if Muk2 will be with me.. i hope he can appreciate him just like the way i do..

    - Family is the best, never leave me out till today. When i was in shower today, i think about what the family mean to me and it really means a lot of things.. thank God that i was born in this family, even without my Mom (i love her so much too), we still can stand still with a lot of love that we feel in our heart.

    - And at last about Muk2.. I don't know when he means much to me.. But now, he is the one that i love so much beside my family.. Hope i can give him my best and hope he can do it either.

    Keep Grateful..

    Hope i have a nice day.. :)

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