<body> Lost In Beauty-

...I am me!

Living for waiting
All the things that you never know.

...All about me

Just trying to be myself
Enjoying life
And be grateful for who i am

...Friend's

`Alien

...Deep inside our heart

Still waiting for..
 still wanting for..
 still trying for..

...All the things you
said still running
through my head

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    ...Lost in beauty...

    being me is my gift,
    being alone is my destiny, and
    being lost is my ...

    ...Talking...Talking...
    don't just talk...

    Credit's

    by ice angel



         Brushes- 1| 2

    Thursday, June 28, 2007


    Ok.. i will not fall again.. i promise.. i will see all the things in many different side and i absolutely agree that man is a jerk. Better i'm alone than i have to be hurt anymore. 4 days before departure.. Not in a good condition, get no enough sleep, my lips become black cause of the allergic and my toes in pain. Hope i can be ok before Monday..

    My best friend in Medan now, really glad that i still have someone i trust to and someone to share all my happiness and sorrow. She will be my forever friend. I believe what she said to me and i hope that there is no lie in that.

    Life is hard, i know.. Sometimes i just want to walk away from everything, lock myself in the room, never want to go out again.. I hate myself for being stupid, for trying to grab all the things that i will never have. Yes, i want to be better.. i try and try already.. I keep changing myself, build a good EQ, learn how to be a woman, and to be a truly person. But i think i have the limit and i am so tired.. so sick and tired or everybody talk and think about me.. i will be alone.. yes.. alone and will never falling love again.. I hope i will.. I surrender.. Let it be..

    Will go for movie at 10.00 PM today.. i don't think i can be in a good condition for these days.

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