Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

One day before Valentine day.. Got no plan and think that i have nothing to do with that day.. Today i will make a cornflake chocolate. Not for Valentine day but for the CNY. Lately, i always think about one thing.. Am i deserve it? or am i be good already? or just am i a better person for anyone.. Don't know why, but my heart is almost in unsteady condition right now. Hope this year can be better for me..

I miss my friends so much, really wish i can spend this Valentine with them.. Just sit down, talk about life, give a support for each other and laughing together. I know i maybe can't find any best friends just like them anymore. To be together again for now is really a hardest thing to do. Most of us have our own life. Hope we can be together again. This is the song that really fit with what i think :

Friends forever by Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

(1) - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Really missing you guys.. Wish all the best for you..

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