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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Hmm.. CNY'07 will coming soon.. Haven't do any preparation, don know why, but this CYN'07 feel a little usual.. Haven't buy any new dress (No mood for that) and haven't prepare anything about the New Year.. But there is something make me happy.. My daddy will coming soon, really happy :) Miss him so much.. You are the best daddy in the world.. Although sometimes i feel a little annoyed, but i know everything that you have done is for me and my brothers sister. I dare to write this kind of thing in here cause i know, he will not read this blog ;P.. Really hope i can direct tell him that i love him so much, but.. hehehe.. it's a little weird to say it in words. I hope i can be useful for him someday and i hope he is proud to has a daughter like me, hehehe..

Today.. so far goes fine.. Nothing special happens.. Already reply the email, do some contract rates, remind the boss about the schedule and some outstanding he has to pay today.. nothing to do anymore.. everything is fine except i got my mouth pain.. Have no idea how to mention "mouth pain" in good english.. hehehee... Will go for college today, and go for dance exercise. Maybe my friend is right.. i have to make a good decision between dancing and the exam.. At last, i choose the exam already.. I like to dance so much but i know that the exam is more important for me, and it doesn't worth if i have to sacrifice the exam for hobby. At least i still will go for Beijing in March, hehehee... Really wonder and longing for dance in there. I heard that the teather will be the famous teather in there. Heheee.. i know.. I have a "Giant" body.. i get a limit for dancing, but at least i am happy with what i do.

Yesterday, watched the DVD until 00.00 AM, thank God the coffee safe me from sleepy style today, hehehee.. World is change day by day.. Many disaster going on and on.. Really wish i can help the Jakarta flood victims.. I got once that situation too.. Really afraid and really need help.. But i guess nothing i can do.. Just sit down and send my pray for them.. Really disappointed. May God help them to find their way.. I called my cousin in there and i know the situation is really bad out there. Will God mad to us? Please anybody try your best to do some good things.. Don't make the material things to be the first in your life. It will not last forever..

Really wonder how is Elis right now.. Really worry about her.. I tried to call her many times, hope she is okay.. I heard the Mangga dua place condition is really bad..

Wish myself a nice day and be happy always.. :)

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