Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Being single again and be left with so much regret from the last relationship, it just like someone slap me for twice to remind me that there is no TRUE love in this world.
Feehily's exposed ;
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Please don't blame me.. I tried already.. Try harder and the tears fall lot than i thoughts.. You not love me.. NOT AT ALL.. Maybe it's time for me to go..
Feehily's exposed ;
Am i so complicated? Or it's you that i can't understand? What i want is just a care.. a truly care from you.. Why it take so hard from you to give me that feeling.. So disappointed.. I know that you are stressful cause of your exam and your university things.. but the things that i can't except from you is the gift from you to let me feel insecure and not important at all in your heart. You chat with your friends, out with your friends when you have a spend time, do you have any thought to just call me when you have time?
We are so far right now.. we need communicate and we need to make this cold relationship to be a little bit warm that we use to.. But there is no understanding from you about this things.. I'm a human.. an ordinary people, don't you afraid i will leave you sometimes? or maybe i fall in love with anyone else.. ? i think you not even care about this..
You changed a lot.. You used to be warm and caring.. But not now.. After all, i just let time prove what we should do onwards.. I'm not sure i'm the one for you and you too either.. I need a man that much caring with me.. Much love me than i love myself. I'm a selfish woman.. I'm not asking more than that.. Love is about care and communicate.. you can't give me all of this..
Feehily's exposed ;
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
It's been so hard to let you understand what i want for my life.. You always let me think that i'm not the one for you and i'm not that important.. That's not what i want to in future and now i keep thinking what should i do for the future.. Is it you the one that i can lay on too? I keep worry and worry, you not seems care enough for me and you seems that you not love me that much..
Why Why Why.. Why it is so hard to be ordinary like the other couple.. And what i have done to earn this kind of relation ship? All the things are hard already, why you keep making me sad...
I hope i can read your mind.. and i hope i can know how much you love me.. Nothing i can do now.. Just wait and see the best for both of us.. Anyway.. I love you and i'm not that confidence that we can be together in future if we are going like this.. You make me a lover and sinner..
Feehily's exposed ;
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Anyway.. Sudah lama ga nulis blogger.. life getting harder.. Fighting !!!
Feehily's exposed ;
Thursday, July 16, 2009
This lonely feeling kill me softly.. Never thought that i will be going through the lonely feeling inside . And never thought that the thinking of suicide and leave alone passing in my mind.
I thought i got a great life.. I thought i have someone love me much.. but what i think is wrong.. I'm not that lucky. i try and try to deny all the love that i get and i try to leave alone..
alone and alone till i die..
Feehily's exposed ;
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
03 days before my 23rd birthday.. what will happen after i am 23 years old? I wish i'm better than now..
Feehily's exposed ;
